Why do I have to try so hard with you all the time.?
I used to feel safe in your arms, until those arms bruised me.
I used to melt from the words that came out your mouth,
until those words knocked me down.
I used to believe in forever, until forever felt too long.
I used to love you, until love wasn’t enough.
I used to want all of you, until all of you is what I feared.
I used to dream of happiness, until it turned to sadness.
I used to swear I knew you, until you were nothing I knew.
I used to crave you, until you became too bitter.
I used to…